Sunday 20 March 2011

Words to describe....

With respect to my Owner,

Owner

Obligation
Wants
Nominated
Expects
Respect

How do I describe what an Owner means to me? It is someone who has pledged an obligation of commitment and bond to me as mine has done, he wants me above any other and reinforces this every day, I in return have chosen or nominated him as my protector, my lover and my Master, he rightly expects certain things of me and my behaviour as it is a reflection of how I respect him and the gift/symbol of his collar.

signed his submissive owned

Saturday 19 March 2011

Words to describe....

With respect to my Owner,

Submission

Surrender
Union
Bond
Master
Informative
Slave
Submit
Instantaneous
Owner/owned
Needing

Submission to me is about surrendering myself completely to the man I love and trust, a solid union that can't be broken the bond is tight. He is in the BDSM world my Master although we use other names and together this path is informative as we both learn together. I would in the same BDSM world be called his Slave but I prefer to submit and we prefer the Dominant/Submissive path. My obeying of his commands is instantaneous and we call ourselves Owner/owned. We find ourselves needing each other more and more

signed his submissive owned

Wednesday 16 March 2011

Back with a bang...firstly my thanks

With respect to my Owner,

So I have been a little quiet over the last week or so for many reasons...SL in particular has kept me very busy with lots of things going on and RL has been quietly running in the background.

Firstly I have some people I would like to thank they already know who they are and I will call them by their collective name 'The Initiative' they are the people behind a special role that I now share in SL and without them the dream we now share would not be possible so from the bottom of my heart I would like to thank you. If this seems like a coded message let me just say this...TP over to Glint and come join in all the fun...all will become clear.

Next I would like to extend my thanks to a very special person who I know reads my blog and has supported us with knowledge and help as we learn all we can and we are very grateful for it. 

Finally I would like to say a a very big 'Thank you' to my Owner who is also supporting me and the rest of the group with this and has been very patient as some of my quality time with him has been disturbed while things are a little manic...I couldn't be who I am or do what I do without you.

So now I am back to writing in my blog and I have many thoughts and feelings to share and address so watch this space

signed his submissive owned

Monday 7 March 2011

New links

With respect to my Owner

On the right are new links to
Mama Allpa Website - Info on the no 1 Pregnancy HUD in SL
Mama Allpa Times - Family and Birth news and events plus meet the Doc's
The Animare Hud Website - Exciting new product for making your own animations on SL

Enjoy

signed his submissive owned

Thursday 3 March 2011

Like a flower in bloom - RL post

With respect to my Owner,

All the way through my journey so far I have been learning so much about my Owner and I and I know that he has been learning lots about us both too.

My Owner continues to surprise me at every turn, whenever I need guidence he is there, when I need to just moan he listens and offers solutions. My Owner (like most men) hates to hear a woman cry but has heard me a few times from sobbing my heart out to just the tears in my voice and he has been there to support me and prop me up.

My Journey is forever growing and changing and like a flower in bloom my submissive nature is growing and shinning through....I am closer to him than I have ever been and knowing that in 8 months time I will be in his arms again makes all the hard days easier to get through.

I am honest and open and wear my heart on my sleeve and he loves me for it. I know that, he tells me that often and I love him for being who he is. He is the most amazing man and completes me in ways some could not imagine let alone understand, I still find it hard to accept compliments but he showers me in them and knows just how make me smile.

I am his, I give myself to him willingly and freely, I am his owned, he is my Owner. My journey will always be growing and beside him I will learn and experiment....safe, protected, loved and secure

signed his submissive owned