With respect to my Owner,
Happy Halloween to everyone where ever you may be, whatever you may be doing, have an enjoyable and safe one!
signed his submissive owned
447-342-364
This blog/journal is an insight into my world as I learn to grow and explore in the hands of a man who quite literally completes me....it features information from both my Second Life (SL) world and Real Life (RL) world (where able to of course some things are far to private) enjoy and feel free to leave comments!
Monday, 31 October 2011
Monday, 24 October 2011
16 days and counting!
With respect to my Owner
Can you believe just how quickly time has flown? In 4 days time it will have been 1 whole year since I flew to America to be with my Owner! In 14 days time I start my holiday and in 16 days time, 1 year and 1 day after I left my Owner to come back to the UK, I will be in his arms once more!
Where has the last year gone? When I flew home my heart was heavy and the tears flowed, then I knew it would be a year till I saw him and I thought a year would never end. 3 weeks later Thanksgiving arrived and so did our 1st anniversary then Christmas and New Year and before we knew it Valentines day. Then my Owner's birthday and Easter followed by the summer and my birthday and now we are just days away from being together once more!
Right now the excitement in me is building day on day....plans for our holiday are coming together and soon Odin and his Wife will be taking a well deserved break for 2 in an unknown location away from the camera's and press while they have some quality time together!
In the last year we both have explored the D/s path more, we have explored each other and our limits and we have laughed a lot, we are both looking forward to the events that will unfold in a couple of weeks and are also making plans for the future.
I am a very lucky submissive....it's as simple as that...nearly 2 years on our love has deepened and we are closer than we have ever been and long may it continue! I am quite simply...my Owner's owned.
signed his submissive owned
447-342-364
Can you believe just how quickly time has flown? In 4 days time it will have been 1 whole year since I flew to America to be with my Owner! In 14 days time I start my holiday and in 16 days time, 1 year and 1 day after I left my Owner to come back to the UK, I will be in his arms once more!
Where has the last year gone? When I flew home my heart was heavy and the tears flowed, then I knew it would be a year till I saw him and I thought a year would never end. 3 weeks later Thanksgiving arrived and so did our 1st anniversary then Christmas and New Year and before we knew it Valentines day. Then my Owner's birthday and Easter followed by the summer and my birthday and now we are just days away from being together once more!
Right now the excitement in me is building day on day....plans for our holiday are coming together and soon Odin and his Wife will be taking a well deserved break for 2 in an unknown location away from the camera's and press while they have some quality time together!
In the last year we both have explored the D/s path more, we have explored each other and our limits and we have laughed a lot, we are both looking forward to the events that will unfold in a couple of weeks and are also making plans for the future.
I am a very lucky submissive....it's as simple as that...nearly 2 years on our love has deepened and we are closer than we have ever been and long may it continue! I am quite simply...my Owner's owned.
signed his submissive owned
447-342-364
Saturday, 22 October 2011
Submission....
With respect to my Owner,
Now I enjoy reading, when I get time to do such, and as I have an IPod I have been finding the joys of Kindle...now as part of a hunt through the Amazon Kindle Book Shop I came across a lot of stories on submission and was intrigued to read the snippets to see what they were about. Some were stories of erotica and submission, others were self help books, some were written on the subject of the D/s relationship.
One book though caught my eye and was written by a submissive about the first encounters of her and her Sir. It was indeed well written and wasn't to long, I mean I read the whole thing in an hour. Essentially it was a collection of her diary entries as she tried to figure out why she was so attracted to this man and the hold he had over her. It talked about the adventures they had in his car before they even had sex how he pushed her close to the edge to experience feelings of being out of control being totally at the hands of another just by driving the car at fast speed the roof down, blindfolded with her hands tied behind the back of the seat above her head, it was all about building trust, showing her that she could be controlled even though her normal day life meant she wanted and could be in control with him she surrendered. Of course it went on to describe finally the moment they had sex and it totally blew her mind because waiting for it, learning to trust him, submitting to him as her Sir a whole new world she had never experienced before brought her release like no other every had or ever would.
There in the words of that book were the descriptions of the feelings that I feel bubble in me everyday. The control I give to my Owner even with this physical distance between us and the surrender that will pour from me when we are together next month are clearly written in the words used by that submissive. From the moment we realised that the D/s path and lifestyle was something we both wanted more than we could explain we have been building the trust and anticipation of all that this will give us, release is something that we both now can achieve together, we know each other's desires and we have been pushing boundaries and there will be more boundaries to push but we know the limits for now.
I want to do my Owner proud, I want to please him, I want to satisfy him, I want to feel his control and obey his commands as I surrender and submit to the man that completes me and holds the key to who I am.
signed his submissive owned
447-342-364
Now I enjoy reading, when I get time to do such, and as I have an IPod I have been finding the joys of Kindle...now as part of a hunt through the Amazon Kindle Book Shop I came across a lot of stories on submission and was intrigued to read the snippets to see what they were about. Some were stories of erotica and submission, others were self help books, some were written on the subject of the D/s relationship.
One book though caught my eye and was written by a submissive about the first encounters of her and her Sir. It was indeed well written and wasn't to long, I mean I read the whole thing in an hour. Essentially it was a collection of her diary entries as she tried to figure out why she was so attracted to this man and the hold he had over her. It talked about the adventures they had in his car before they even had sex how he pushed her close to the edge to experience feelings of being out of control being totally at the hands of another just by driving the car at fast speed the roof down, blindfolded with her hands tied behind the back of the seat above her head, it was all about building trust, showing her that she could be controlled even though her normal day life meant she wanted and could be in control with him she surrendered. Of course it went on to describe finally the moment they had sex and it totally blew her mind because waiting for it, learning to trust him, submitting to him as her Sir a whole new world she had never experienced before brought her release like no other every had or ever would.
There in the words of that book were the descriptions of the feelings that I feel bubble in me everyday. The control I give to my Owner even with this physical distance between us and the surrender that will pour from me when we are together next month are clearly written in the words used by that submissive. From the moment we realised that the D/s path and lifestyle was something we both wanted more than we could explain we have been building the trust and anticipation of all that this will give us, release is something that we both now can achieve together, we know each other's desires and we have been pushing boundaries and there will be more boundaries to push but we know the limits for now.
I want to do my Owner proud, I want to please him, I want to satisfy him, I want to feel his control and obey his commands as I surrender and submit to the man that completes me and holds the key to who I am.
signed his submissive owned
447-342-364
Wednesday, 19 October 2011
3 weeks to go!
With respect to my Owner,
OK so the countdown is really hotting up now....days are thundering by and blurring into one after the other...3 weeks or 21 days till we are together once more!
I can't wait to see my Owner, 365 days is a long time to not see the one you love and need but its something we have to deal with and get through...and we have...brig on the day when we can be together always
signed his submissive owned
447-342-364
OK so the countdown is really hotting up now....days are thundering by and blurring into one after the other...3 weeks or 21 days till we are together once more!
I can't wait to see my Owner, 365 days is a long time to not see the one you love and need but its something we have to deal with and get through...and we have...brig on the day when we can be together always
signed his submissive owned
447-342-364
Sunday, 16 October 2011
RL Post...lost for words
With respect to my Owner,
My Owner is full of surprises...and can leave me speechless on occasion but sometimes he can and does render me totally dumbfounded...take tonight....while we were on line we got chatting about Christmas and our upcoming holiday and suddenly something I was looking at buying he brought for me as my Christmas present and left me unable to speak...I would like to thank him from the bottom of my heart, I know he already knows that but I feel like I could say it a thousand times over.
Have I ever told you just how amazing my Owner is?.....
signed his submissive owned
447-342-364
My Owner is full of surprises...and can leave me speechless on occasion but sometimes he can and does render me totally dumbfounded...take tonight....while we were on line we got chatting about Christmas and our upcoming holiday and suddenly something I was looking at buying he brought for me as my Christmas present and left me unable to speak...I would like to thank him from the bottom of my heart, I know he already knows that but I feel like I could say it a thousand times over.
Have I ever told you just how amazing my Owner is?.....
signed his submissive owned
447-342-364
Tuesday, 11 October 2011
Twins progress...
With respect to my Owner,
So of late I haven't mentioned the pregnancy much...so I thought it was time to up date you....so attached are the most recent 2 pictures taking at 12 and 16 weeks...with thing going like they have been we haven't got round to the next scan yet so I can't tell you the exact date or what we are having because well....we don't know...the dating scan is normally done around week 20...I think we will probably do that in the next couple of weeks or so when I am just over 20 weeks pregnant. Watching my bump grow has been a joy...I am sure that my Owner has been enjoying it too!
I have no time to put my feet up though and am busy still sorting out things for our holiday. Then soon after we get back the older Children will be returning home for the Holidays and the house will be filled with mess and noise! I already have the cupboard stocked with treats and I know they will want to be baking in the Kitchen, especially Laci she has a passion for that, the usual Christmas goodies like Mince Pies and Sausage Rolls and there will be flour everywhere but all to soon the Holidays will be over so I plan to make the most of it. Who knows when these 2 little ones will appear, but one thing is for certain...we are ready for them and will enjoy every second because all too soon they will be grown up too!
signed his submissive owned
447-342-364
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| 12 weeks scan |
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| 16 weeks scan |
signed his submissive owned
447-342-364
Monday, 10 October 2011
Quote of the day....
With respect to my Owner,
Thanks to our good friend Cara here is the Quote of the Day and it's a little Gem....
'Our sex bag has now been upgraded to sex luggage, with wheels, and now features a first aid kit. Game. On.'
That I love....made me and my Owner howl with laughter!
Now I wonder how you slip that into Role Play?......
signed his submissive owned
447-342-364
Thanks to our good friend Cara here is the Quote of the Day and it's a little Gem....
'Our sex bag has now been upgraded to sex luggage, with wheels, and now features a first aid kit. Game. On.'
That I love....made me and my Owner howl with laughter!
Now I wonder how you slip that into Role Play?......
signed his submissive owned
447-342-364
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