With respect to my Owner,
So tonight was just like any other night until I walked into the Bordello....the first thing I heard was a scream of my name via the mouth of La Prez Cara and then in a blur I was finding myself beside Bree as I realised very quickly that she had gone into labour....suddenly things moved very quickly and getting all of us back to the clinic I began to take charge of the situation and finally peace and calm was in charge as I got Bree to concentrate on me and bring her 3 little kittens all girls arrive in the world....each one as beautiful as their Mom....Cara was in the water at her side and Nim and Dalton were there on hand to help us as we encouraged Bree to push with all her might...poor Cara her hand was hurting and her voice hoarse from counting backwards from 10 to help Bree with her timing.
The Birth was not complicated until the end when baby number 3 gave me a scare involving the cord being wrapped round it's neck but as all good midwives I was able to stay calm and work quick under pressure and Mom and babies are all doing well.
I love my job especially when I help to bring new life into Glint....it shows how the world is always moving on...it never stands still time doesn't and as Christmas approaches a time for loved ones friends and family to be to get together I realise just how lucky I am to be surrounded by all the important people in my life right here in Envision and Glint!
Signed his submissive owned
This blog/journal is an insight into my world as I learn to grow and explore in the hands of a man who quite literally completes me....it features information from both my Second Life (SL) world and Real Life (RL) world (where able to of course some things are far to private) enjoy and feel free to leave comments!
Tuesday, 30 November 2010
Monday, 29 November 2010
Yesterday
With respect to my Owner,
Over the last few days my Owner and I have been exploring our relationship, he has been testing my submission and will continue to do so over the next few months as we learn more about one another and what it is that we both need together and from each other. With that testing comes time to unwind and be us also and what better way than to tease each other with sexual encounters with others.
Yesterday was indeed one of those time and as we both used different parts of the house to entertain our guests and each other we both enjoyed the need to satisfy each other's expectations....of course as with any time this happens the need to be with each other afterwards and claim one another back was as strong as ever. The bond that we share is unbreakable we both understand what it is that we have...we both know the strength we get from it.
So here is another picture this time taken by my Owner of the two of us joining as one once more, reconnecting with each other, strengthening the bond that we have as a couple and as Owner/owned
Signed his submissive owned
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| As one once more |
Yesterday was indeed one of those time and as we both used different parts of the house to entertain our guests and each other we both enjoyed the need to satisfy each other's expectations....of course as with any time this happens the need to be with each other afterwards and claim one another back was as strong as ever. The bond that we share is unbreakable we both understand what it is that we have...we both know the strength we get from it.
So here is another picture this time taken by my Owner of the two of us joining as one once more, reconnecting with each other, strengthening the bond that we have as a couple and as Owner/owned
Signed his submissive owned
Sunday, 28 November 2010
Our Weekend and going back to my roots
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| Going back to my roots |
So we have been together on and off all weekend and it has been just perfect....its great when business for my Owner mixes well with our family life but more than that my Owner and I have been able to spend quality time exploring what we both like and meeting new people and as we both have had time to discuss events going on in our lives with both our busy schedules I have decided to go back to my roots to understand what it is that makes me the submissive Kajira that I am so I am back in silks again for the majority of the time and along with my cuffs and my slut belt and because there is snow on the ground at home in Envision and in DD I am wearing some Leather Kajira shoes. I am proudly showing off my Owned tattoo and my Kajira branding alongside my leg tattoo.
So over the next few weeks I want to learn all it is that makes me who I am and learn my role as a Kajira once more to obey my Owner to be his submissive....yes there will be times when I can't be in silks my Owner understands that but whenever possible I will be his Submissive Owned Kajira in every sense of the words...clothes don't make a person it's what's inside what their heart desires...being true to one's self is and the one's you love is what counts
Oh and below is a photo of my beloved home in snow...I love Christmas!
Friday, 26 November 2010
Dark Den in Snow....women can where shoes!
With respect to my Owner,
Christmas time in Glint...snow has fallen and a lovely tree stands by the entrance! My Owner and I went there this past week and saw the beautiful tree, we were surprised by the snow and more over surprised by La Prez as she lifted the footwear ban for women to save out toes from frostbite! I have to say it was nice of her to do so and visiting the place it looks quite different! Take a look for yourself
Signed his submissive owned
Christmas time in Glint...snow has fallen and a lovely tree stands by the entrance! My Owner and I went there this past week and saw the beautiful tree, we were surprised by the snow and more over surprised by La Prez as she lifted the footwear ban for women to save out toes from frostbite! I have to say it was nice of her to do so and visiting the place it looks quite different! Take a look for yourself
Signed his submissive owned
Thursday, 25 November 2010
Quality time once more
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| In the Breeding Motel 1 year on! |
Spending time with my Owner last night was a joy from start to finish....I do so love quality time with him and I am without a doubt a very lucky woman and as my submissive nature shines through and takes me on a voyage of discovery I am learning so much about how we fit together and why it works the way it does from images that we see, things that we both like and experiences we both share they prove that we are indeed on the same wave length. As a treat for our 1 year celebration we headed back to the Breeding Motel and shared a passionate encounter with each other that reminded us both of how it all began....smiles...we have come a long way since then and it only gets better with time!
Every single day we share together we learn something new about ourselves, each other of the path we are choosing or continue to develop something already started. Both hungry with need and desire for each other, both so incredibly good for one another.Yes this is a journey we share together and revel in as we increase our knowledge, discover ourselves and together choose what is right for us a couple....what I am learning about the whole M/s or D/s lifestyle is that no 2 couples are the same and not all rules or teachings suit everyone, there really is no right or wrong as long as it works then it's good and for us this is working and can only become more intense as time passes.
Signed his submissive owned
Wednesday, 24 November 2010
A year ago....
Are you sitting comfortably? Then I shall begin...
Let me tell you a story, a story about a woman who was unhappy and trapped in a loveless relationship, a story about a man who at the same time was half way across the world and in a marriage that also was suffering hardship. Through the Internet they met and became friends and together they enjoyed each others company, neither one of them looking for more than friendship and to fill empty voids in their lives. Together they grew close, they supported each other, made each other laugh, had fun, teased one another and fell in love. Fast forward to a year later and as the woman in our story types this entry in her blog she has a smile on her face and wears his collar around her neck a symbol of what she means to him as his Owned and how much he means to her as her Owner.
You see this is why I went with the Blog Title that I have, our worlds collided a year ago and to start with it really was us living in an internet fantasy world, a chance to get away from our mundane RL, away from the Relationships that restrained us and left us feeling empty, to have fun and reach out to other human beings and had we not met in the Breeding Motel Sim as we did it could be a whole different story now. But that's the best bit about our story, we did meet and we did get the chance to cross paths and now a year on our relationship is as solid as ever if not more so.
The last 12 months have flown by and in each others company we have both grown as people, we have made many friends and have been very lucky to experience things together that we may not have done with others. More than that though in that time he has become not only my best friend, my partner, my lover but also my Master/Owner which spans both our SL and RL. Our Commitment and love for once another is strong and shines through our RP with others and how we are when together be that in person or through technology. I never dreamt last year that I would travel half way across the world for 12 days to be with a man that I love and yet a few weeks ago I did exactly that.
Since I got back we have been making plans for the next 12 months and that too I know will fly by. As we take our Owner/owned relationship on a step further and learn more about what aspects of the M/s or D/s lifestyle that we like or wish to bring into our own relationship our lives will change even more. My Owner will have a tough few months ahead of him and I will be here to support him, to listen to him when he needs to talk and to sooth him as best I can from a distance and he knows that. Next November we will be together once more and who knows what plans we will have made and be making by then. All I do know is that I love him very much and that in his hands I walk tall, I feel loved, I am owned, he is able to control and command me as I submit to him (a part of my life that I was unable to fulfil before we met and more over hid from others as I lived a lie) and on top of that I have gained back so much self confidence for which I am truly grateful to him.
So who says that SL and RL can't work together? My Owner and I are proof that it can, it does and will continue to do so, if you want something, if its right and its meant to be...it will work!
Let me tell you a story, a story about a woman who was unhappy and trapped in a loveless relationship, a story about a man who at the same time was half way across the world and in a marriage that also was suffering hardship. Through the Internet they met and became friends and together they enjoyed each others company, neither one of them looking for more than friendship and to fill empty voids in their lives. Together they grew close, they supported each other, made each other laugh, had fun, teased one another and fell in love. Fast forward to a year later and as the woman in our story types this entry in her blog she has a smile on her face and wears his collar around her neck a symbol of what she means to him as his Owned and how much he means to her as her Owner.
You see this is why I went with the Blog Title that I have, our worlds collided a year ago and to start with it really was us living in an internet fantasy world, a chance to get away from our mundane RL, away from the Relationships that restrained us and left us feeling empty, to have fun and reach out to other human beings and had we not met in the Breeding Motel Sim as we did it could be a whole different story now. But that's the best bit about our story, we did meet and we did get the chance to cross paths and now a year on our relationship is as solid as ever if not more so.
The last 12 months have flown by and in each others company we have both grown as people, we have made many friends and have been very lucky to experience things together that we may not have done with others. More than that though in that time he has become not only my best friend, my partner, my lover but also my Master/Owner which spans both our SL and RL. Our Commitment and love for once another is strong and shines through our RP with others and how we are when together be that in person or through technology. I never dreamt last year that I would travel half way across the world for 12 days to be with a man that I love and yet a few weeks ago I did exactly that.
Since I got back we have been making plans for the next 12 months and that too I know will fly by. As we take our Owner/owned relationship on a step further and learn more about what aspects of the M/s or D/s lifestyle that we like or wish to bring into our own relationship our lives will change even more. My Owner will have a tough few months ahead of him and I will be here to support him, to listen to him when he needs to talk and to sooth him as best I can from a distance and he knows that. Next November we will be together once more and who knows what plans we will have made and be making by then. All I do know is that I love him very much and that in his hands I walk tall, I feel loved, I am owned, he is able to control and command me as I submit to him (a part of my life that I was unable to fulfil before we met and more over hid from others as I lived a lie) and on top of that I have gained back so much self confidence for which I am truly grateful to him.
So who says that SL and RL can't work together? My Owner and I are proof that it can, it does and will continue to do so, if you want something, if its right and its meant to be...it will work!
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