With respect to my Owner,
OK so with a brand new year I thought I would change the look of my Blog and tried a look out that screamed sophistication and looked good but I still wasn't happy so once again the look and feel has changed and this time....I am very happy!
The image of my Collars from SL makes me smile broadly as soon as I log in and I think the image looks very striking on the Autumn/Fall background which is just the time of year my Owner and I love!
signed his submissive owned
This blog/journal is an insight into my world as I learn to grow and explore in the hands of a man who quite literally completes me....it features information from both my Second Life (SL) world and Real Life (RL) world (where able to of course some things are far to private) enjoy and feel free to leave comments!
Thursday, 6 January 2011
Roleplay...What is it?
With respect to my Owner,
OK so I do a lot of RP in SL with many many people in many different ways from general ordinary everyday situations to intimate moments and everything in between. I am able to swap my RP to suit others I can lead I can follow I can emote where needed to help carry things along I can step aside to let others shine and take centre stage and I am more than happy to help newbies to find their feet as they learn the ropes!
For me RP is the one thing that people should really learn to do well, it allows you to communicate on so many levels and helps to not only make the scene feel real but creates memories and friendships that can last a long long time. Getting so caught up in the RP and in that particular moment can create the same endorphins that sex or petting an animal does which makes you smile and is good for you! Good RP feels real you feel it flood through your body your emotions become linked and you open the barriers which would normally be closed or reserved for RL situations
I am not saying that there is a particular style of RP that everyone should use but what I am saying is that every-one should put some effort in it....if I RP with whole sentences or use paragraphs then match me. One word answers and a moan here and there really don't cut it....match your RP partner it's more enjoyable that way!
signed his submissive owned
OK so I do a lot of RP in SL with many many people in many different ways from general ordinary everyday situations to intimate moments and everything in between. I am able to swap my RP to suit others I can lead I can follow I can emote where needed to help carry things along I can step aside to let others shine and take centre stage and I am more than happy to help newbies to find their feet as they learn the ropes!
For me RP is the one thing that people should really learn to do well, it allows you to communicate on so many levels and helps to not only make the scene feel real but creates memories and friendships that can last a long long time. Getting so caught up in the RP and in that particular moment can create the same endorphins that sex or petting an animal does which makes you smile and is good for you! Good RP feels real you feel it flood through your body your emotions become linked and you open the barriers which would normally be closed or reserved for RL situations
I am not saying that there is a particular style of RP that everyone should use but what I am saying is that every-one should put some effort in it....if I RP with whole sentences or use paragraphs then match me. One word answers and a moan here and there really don't cut it....match your RP partner it's more enjoyable that way!
signed his submissive owned
Wednesday, 5 January 2011
Time with my Owner once more
With respect to my Owner
Tonight Master and I have spent time together once more...we spent a while talking visited a few places that we used to go and settled at Olivia's where we had fun and my Owner watched me enjoy another man before claiming back his Owned...chuckles and purrs softly.....mmmm nights like this are just so perfect and next time I'll be watching him with another woman
My Owner understands my desires so well he knows how to make me whimper and shudder as he controls me in such a way that as I submit and surrender to him with hesitation my senses heightened my trust unfaltering and I know that I take care of his needs and desires.....there are signs I look for and as each one shows I know that I am pushing all the right buttons which has me loose control!
signed his submissive owned
Tonight Master and I have spent time together once more...we spent a while talking visited a few places that we used to go and settled at Olivia's where we had fun and my Owner watched me enjoy another man before claiming back his Owned...chuckles and purrs softly.....mmmm nights like this are just so perfect and next time I'll be watching him with another woman
My Owner understands my desires so well he knows how to make me whimper and shudder as he controls me in such a way that as I submit and surrender to him with hesitation my senses heightened my trust unfaltering and I know that I take care of his needs and desires.....there are signs I look for and as each one shows I know that I am pushing all the right buttons which has me loose control!
signed his submissive owned
Tuesday, 4 January 2011
Submission - a cursed word?
With respect to my Owner,
OK so for all those who have been paying attention to my blog near the end of last year your know that I was trying to find out what submission is, what it means to me and why/if I am a submissive.Well in my quest I have found answers and I am happy that I have found out who I am....I have found myself...I am a submissive....but on the journey I have found surprising information from various sources that Submission has become a cursed word. I have tried to understand why this is the case and so here is why I think this is....think back to the relationship your parents had as you grew up....would you describe your own mother as a submissive? Did your father carry the dominant/leader role?
Here's the thing over the last 30-40 years women have been taught by society that its all about Girl Power and being equal to men, we are reminded that we have our rights thanks to a group of strong woman who stood up for what they believed in and woman have fought their bosses to be paid the same as their counterparts of the male world so with that comes the same power the same stress the same workload. The thing is society has forgotten that as much as women like to successful and have that equal power (and here and now let me state that I do believe in most things Men and Women are equal) gender roles clearly show that men and woman have different sorts of power and that's what keeps the harmony in the world. Mother Nature was designed to keep everything in balance and that's where submission comes in. If all women were powerful and had stressful masculine lives the world would have a masculine overload.....I mean take infertility, this is a subject very close to my own heart, a lot of unexplained infertility is caused by the masculine lifestyle a woman leads (OK here comes the science bit) a man's testicles are on the outside of his body to keep them at a cooler temperature. It a well known fact that as you get stressed your body heat increases and that would be no good for the cargo he is carrying so with that in mind switch the thought to a woman as we get stressed and get hotter we damage our own cargo inside our bodies leading to problems later on and as we choose to follow the men of the world and live the same lifestyle they do we put our bodies through stresses and strains that the female form was not designed for...OK so this is a simplified explanation but I think I get the point over to you.
So with all that in mind we grew up believing that we must be strong and not surrender to a man (or more dominant woman) as that is a sign of weakness! Well here and now let me squash that thought....one thing I have learnt and I know I stated before most woman may enjoy the control that they get in their ordinary everyday lives especially at work but behind closed doors they give in to their desires and give that control to another. To surrender to the person who protects them and makes the decisions as the dominant one in the relationship gives them a thrill that no amount of masculine power could ever hand to them.
Surrender or Submission is the ultimate goal and thrill and should not be feared it should be embraced....its about time that women who want this feeling who have this desire this burning need should give in to their submissive side and live their life the way they want to. Yes we have purely dominant women just as we have purely submissive men there is nothing wrong with this at all and again it is Mother Nature's way of keeping the balance but what I am saying here is that submission is not a curse its a blessing!
So be proud to be who you are....for me I want to give myself to the man I love....I want him to take all I give to him and nurture it in his hands...I want his guidance and to know that I am his
signed his submissive owned
OK so for all those who have been paying attention to my blog near the end of last year your know that I was trying to find out what submission is, what it means to me and why/if I am a submissive.Well in my quest I have found answers and I am happy that I have found out who I am....I have found myself...I am a submissive....but on the journey I have found surprising information from various sources that Submission has become a cursed word. I have tried to understand why this is the case and so here is why I think this is....think back to the relationship your parents had as you grew up....would you describe your own mother as a submissive? Did your father carry the dominant/leader role?
Here's the thing over the last 30-40 years women have been taught by society that its all about Girl Power and being equal to men, we are reminded that we have our rights thanks to a group of strong woman who stood up for what they believed in and woman have fought their bosses to be paid the same as their counterparts of the male world so with that comes the same power the same stress the same workload. The thing is society has forgotten that as much as women like to successful and have that equal power (and here and now let me state that I do believe in most things Men and Women are equal) gender roles clearly show that men and woman have different sorts of power and that's what keeps the harmony in the world. Mother Nature was designed to keep everything in balance and that's where submission comes in. If all women were powerful and had stressful masculine lives the world would have a masculine overload.....I mean take infertility, this is a subject very close to my own heart, a lot of unexplained infertility is caused by the masculine lifestyle a woman leads (OK here comes the science bit) a man's testicles are on the outside of his body to keep them at a cooler temperature. It a well known fact that as you get stressed your body heat increases and that would be no good for the cargo he is carrying so with that in mind switch the thought to a woman as we get stressed and get hotter we damage our own cargo inside our bodies leading to problems later on and as we choose to follow the men of the world and live the same lifestyle they do we put our bodies through stresses and strains that the female form was not designed for...OK so this is a simplified explanation but I think I get the point over to you.
So with all that in mind we grew up believing that we must be strong and not surrender to a man (or more dominant woman) as that is a sign of weakness! Well here and now let me squash that thought....one thing I have learnt and I know I stated before most woman may enjoy the control that they get in their ordinary everyday lives especially at work but behind closed doors they give in to their desires and give that control to another. To surrender to the person who protects them and makes the decisions as the dominant one in the relationship gives them a thrill that no amount of masculine power could ever hand to them.
Surrender or Submission is the ultimate goal and thrill and should not be feared it should be embraced....its about time that women who want this feeling who have this desire this burning need should give in to their submissive side and live their life the way they want to. Yes we have purely dominant women just as we have purely submissive men there is nothing wrong with this at all and again it is Mother Nature's way of keeping the balance but what I am saying here is that submission is not a curse its a blessing!
So be proud to be who you are....for me I want to give myself to the man I love....I want him to take all I give to him and nurture it in his hands...I want his guidance and to know that I am his
signed his submissive owned
Monday, 3 January 2011
Perfectly Peachy!
With respect to my Owner,
So what can I say? Tonight I spent the night with my Owner and a very special female (1 of 2 who we love dearly) who means so much to us both...it was the perfect way to round off a beautiful New Year Weekend and as I sit and reflect by the open fire in the living room of my house I can't help but grin and chuckle to myself....I am the luckiest woman in the world to have my Owner who is perfect in so many ways and so good for me....he has my best interests at heart all the time as do I have his and on top of this we share these 2 lovers who are so in tune with us both...the one we were with tonight has me purring whenever we are together.....and when the 3 of us get to be as one...well there is just no holding us back!
Oh yes I am very lucky as I finally manage to shake my flu and feel like the cold I am fighting is finally packing up and moving on and so here and now I want to say thank you to them all for making sure that I rested and for keeping me in their thoughts at all times...it was almost like round the clock care and I for one am thankful
So as 2011 is the year that my Owner and I get to explore as a couple and push our boundaries I know that the women that we both love will be right by our side and I promise here and now to make sure that this particular one takes time out to come and play often...having her as a part of our life is a joy and a blessing.
So here's to being Perfectly Peachy....they both know what I mean!
signed his submissive owned
Oh yes I am very lucky as I finally manage to shake my flu and feel like the cold I am fighting is finally packing up and moving on and so here and now I want to say thank you to them all for making sure that I rested and for keeping me in their thoughts at all times...it was almost like round the clock care and I for one am thankful
So as 2011 is the year that my Owner and I get to explore as a couple and push our boundaries I know that the women that we both love will be right by our side and I promise here and now to make sure that this particular one takes time out to come and play often...having her as a part of our life is a joy and a blessing.
So here's to being Perfectly Peachy....they both know what I mean!
signed his submissive owned
Saturday, 1 January 2011
Artwork of a submissive nature
With respect to my Owner,
Within the boundaries of the relationship that I have with my Owner I have been on a journey that has allowed me to find who I am, what I am, what my desires are and how I can achieve those with me at his side.
I have been looking at artwork that appeals to me and on my travels I have come across a few some of which is in SL and hangs on the wall in our playroom but here are a few for your delight
signed his submissive owned
Within the boundaries of the relationship that I have with my Owner I have been on a journey that has allowed me to find who I am, what I am, what my desires are and how I can achieve those with me at his side.
I have been looking at artwork that appeals to me and on my travels I have come across a few some of which is in SL and hangs on the wall in our playroom but here are a few for your delight
signed his submissive owned
Happy New Year - welcome to 2011 - Love and Happiness!
With respect to my Owner,
Happy New Year welcome to 2011
As I write this I have been up for just a little over an hour....last night I had the honour of seeing 2011 in twice once for my own time zone and then 5 hours later for my Owner's time zone and which was more fun and meant more to me? My Owner's of course but it was fun to tease in between that he was a year behind me! Still my Owner and I had a long night together last night on SL and chatting as we RP'd we share intimate moments which left me purring and him growling in delight.
Love is a wonderful thing when the connection is right and it works it's so strong nothing could spoil it....we both discussed last night how far we had come since we first met and it's true we have come a very long way as we both had desires that grew and were answered by each other....we still have a long road ahead 2011 is going to be a great year but it will be a difficult year in places and as long as we make sure that we make time for us and keep each other close we will be fine....2012 will be an even better year but that's a whole 12+ months away and what matters for us right at this moment is the here and now.
In both RL and SL I have 2 collars with my Owner I am sure I have told you that before....1 is my everyday collar and at Christmas that collar became a copy of my RL collar...the other is for more adventurous times and is a metal one with a Heart shape lock on it and currently in SL it is the 2nd one I am wearing...because my Owner and I are enjoying each other and pushing boundaries. So if you see me with a different collar on you know why!
So last night as we saw in 2011 for the 2nd time we made sure that the bond and connection between us was tightened and later today we will be doing much of the same as we spend more time together...laughing, joking, strengthening the bonds that pushed us together as well as indulging in sexual desires, pushing limits and being tested....2011 is a year for us to explore and grow together.
I am his Submissive Owned and I will shout that for the world to hear....I am happy, loved, protected, wanted, needed and desired. In return I love, need, want, desire, trust, protect, respect and honour him. Yes we have a very solid relationship we have seen many others come and go we have had our fair share of heartache but that is all behind us what we have now is a bright future so as we wave goodbye to 2010 and welcome 2011 with open arms my eyes are wide open....for once I feel like I know myself...I feel like I have found who I really am and where I belong....in his hands I can only grow stronger....I will learn whatever it is he teaches me about us himself and me, I will repay his love in bucket loads, I will be respectful of him at all times just as I have always been.....I have 1 major personal goal this year to achieve and today I start on that road....it's not a new year resolution as such it just so happens it co-insides with the start of a new year and I have until the end of October to achieve it...he supports me in it he understands why I need to do this and I know he will be the rock I need to get me through it but by November I hope to be a completely different person and I know with his love and support I can be....and while he is my rock I will be his as his personal life goes through more changes over the next few months....but both of us will be stronger for it as people and as a couple!
Signed his submissive owned
Happy New Year welcome to 2011
In both RL and SL I have 2 collars with my Owner I am sure I have told you that before....1 is my everyday collar and at Christmas that collar became a copy of my RL collar...the other is for more adventurous times and is a metal one with a Heart shape lock on it and currently in SL it is the 2nd one I am wearing...because my Owner and I are enjoying each other and pushing boundaries. So if you see me with a different collar on you know why!
Signed his submissive owned
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