Lina's Baby Shower

So yesterday I had to lie to my little sister and try to convince her that no-one was throwing her a Baby Shower....god I am so not good at telling lies....anyway eventually the 'Father to be' Gooz sent me a directions to the baby shower and taking a gift from Master and I of a Twins Heart shape Cot and balloons I headed to the party...once everyone was there and all gifts were on display we waited for the Mom to be to arrive and finally after what seemed like ages she arrived looking lovely (being pregnant really suits her) and the fun began...before she arrived we all lined up and performed the Thriller Dance for her...all in a line to...she was made up! She ended up joining in with the dancing (and for a heavily pregnant woman she can move) and of course there were plenty of hugs all round....I can honestly say that she was very happy and I think her and Gooz will make wonderful parents just as Master and I do...I can not wait to meet their little ones...watch this space it won't be long and as midwife and Auntie can I just say I'll be having my cuddles once Mom and Dad do!

Time to get back to normal in the Farshore/Winterwolf Household

OK so I unpacked all the suitcases...did the washing....made sure the kids and Farshore Pup are fed and happy...Master had business to attend to and now all is back in order in the house....just another typical day then...grins....I have somewhere to be tonight....more news on that to follow tomorrow!

I have done some decorating in the house today well Thanksgiving is around the corner for Master and we have a yummy treat that I hope will make him laugh on the table in the lounge!

Yep all is as it should be once more....welcome home my family....now if I could just have this baby.....

Where did the Day go?

OK so some days life just passes by in a blur....take today for instance....I awake early (again) and head to work once ready....work is busy then quiet then busy then quiet and this goes on all day....you look at the clock and notice the time and look puzzled as you wonder where the morning went....lunch and then back to work and suddenly without warning you hear from the radio the unmistakable tones of the hourly Pips and looking at the clock as you once more gasp realising the day is almost over 1 hour to go.....god if only every day could be like this....grins

So as soon as I was able to get out I find myself on my doorstep...no idea how I got home...can hardly remember the walk except for stopping at the post office on the way....I know it was raining but for some reason I just cant remember walking it which means my mind was elsewhere or blank....now for anyone who knows me 'blank' is not how I would explain my mind....it is often busy...very busy....in fact it's what makes me wake up early every day without fail almost much to my annoyance, my Owner has pointed out (and rightly so I might add), I need to learn to sleep in so I can live longer...chuckles

So I get home drag the dog out for a walk....which annoyed him as he hates getting wet....I get back grab my tea and settle in front of the laptop and suddenly I realise that the day really has flown by.....it's not often that I take stock of my day but now as I sit here and catch up on other blogs as I type my own I realise that I must be settling back into my normal pattern once more and of course in a way that is good but in others it makes me realise that time really does fly by....fun or not

Being back in SL

So for the last 2 days as soon as I log in someone greets me and then waits for tales of the time I spent with my Owner...smiles....it's nice to be back in SL amongst friends and although I miss my Owner very much everyone is helping me to fill the void....smiles

I can see a few things have changed while I have been away including having to put our house right...no idea how or when the walls moved but with my builders hard hat on I set to work making the structure sound again for my family the last thing I want is one of the kids hurt or far worse than that....my Owner hurt.....so I have been making sure that the house is safe and makes a perfect home once more....well both Odin and I have taken pride and care in the place we call ours

Adjusting

So today is my last day off before I head back to work....slowly I am adjusting to being back....I am sure it will take a few days...smiles...and now I can get back into a normal routine and look at planning the next time My Owner and I can be back together

Home again

So here I am on my laptop updating you all once more my head still a little fuzzy from a mixture of feelings and thoughts...but I am home and as my Owner said to me last night...there is no place like home....as much as this may be true I can't help but miss him....still I am sure I speak for both of us when I say that we would not have it any other way right now....our time to be together will come

So there we have it....yes I had a wonderful time...yes I am proud to be his owned...yes I miss him....and yes I can't wait to be back in his arms...as we plan our next time together a smile crosses my lips!

Sadness and Happiness

So here I am once more 12 hours from my flight home....my mind racing of all the fun and pleasure I have had since I got here....Right now I am on my Owner's Laptop trying to put my thoughts into words....

I have had a wonderful time...no scrap that and make that an amazing time....I am more in love with my Owner now than I was before I joined him and you all know how much I loved him then....chuckles

However I can't stop the tears from welling up as I think of returning home....of leaving him....of being apart once more....knowing that it will probably be a whole year before we are back together again....365 days....wow seems such a long time to wait...and yet we managed the last 11 months and that flew by so the next 12 months will do to.....there will be many hurdles ahead of us....my Owner has some tough times ahead of him that I can only sit back and watch him go through supporting him from a distance when I really want to be by his side squeezing his hand and helping him

On November 24th we will have met each other 12 months ago.....1 whole year....in that time things for both of us have changed dramatically and I have learnt more about myself and who I am than I have ever done before....would I change anything?.....no....well apart from the obvious distance of course....we can't always have want we want in life and when you do find something that works....thats right....grab it with both hands....don't let things pass you by....don't play mind games with each other....enjoy what you have because life sometimes has a funny way of bringing people together when they need it the most and that's when you appreciate every single moment more

All that is important to me right now is that I enjoy my last day by his side showering him with my love as his Owned and look forward to our relationship growing ever closer over the next 12 months....with his collar around my neck its the one item that will keep me going even when things are tough...and after I leave tonight and set off on my journey my thoughts will be of him as I am sure my tears will flow then....knowing that the next time I hear his voice will be on the phone on his way home from work tomorrow night on a road I now know as we both settle into our normal every day pattern once again and on Thursday I to will return to work a different person...someone who has grown and is confident and happy basking in the love of a man who no matter how far away from me will be there always

At the weekend Odin and Winterwolf will be together once more side by side....that will bring the smile back to my face but for now its the RL that matters....its what we have together that is special

Finally My Owner,

I love you more than I could ever say and already I know how much I will miss you....but it won't be forever....just for a while....I am your Owned and always will be....and as I type this and fumble with the tassle on your collar my eyes full of tears I hope that we will always be this close and happy....and yes I am happy more than I ever thought possible....you have shown me what it's like to love again and be loved by a proper gentleman....from the soft gentle moments to the times we raw with laughter and from the bottom of my heart I can't tell you how much you mean to me there just isn't the words...I will be right by your side supporting you no matter how hard things get over the next 12 months.....but then I am sure that you already know that