With respect to my Owner,
July is almost here...almost here....and is such an important month for my Owner and I, I mean in what 16 days time we get married....he finally makes an honest woman of me....laughs. I have been planning this for weeks with the help of Cara who has been a god send and slowly I think I am almost ready.
Invites went out last weekend and hopefully we didn't forget any-one. There will be another set of details to be sent out nearer the time to all those invited with the land mark included.
So I apologise to anyone who talks to me at the moment because eventually at some point in the conversation I do end up going into Wedding mode talk. Well this is a big deal for me. I am honoured that it is me that he has chosen not just to wear his collar but to be his wife and long life partner too.
We have 4 beautiful kids, a lovely house, wonderful friends and above all each other. What else could be more important to celebrate than that?
signed his submissive owned
447-342-364
This blog/journal is an insight into my world as I learn to grow and explore in the hands of a man who quite literally completes me....it features information from both my Second Life (SL) world and Real Life (RL) world (where able to of course some things are far to private) enjoy and feel free to leave comments!
Thursday, 30 June 2011
Saturday, 18 June 2011
While the cats away.....
With respect to my Owner,
....the mice will play...well that's how the saying goes. Of course that does mean normally its all naughty stuff but what most women might consider to be naughty to my Owner and I is all part of the teasing that goes on and so with my Owner away on business and Winterwolf in skimpy barely covering micro Bikini I am off to have fun with some poor unsuspecting victim and as I was getting ready what should play...yep you guessed it the song of the moment for me another Rhianna masterpiece.....Sticks and Stones may break my bones, but Chains and Whips excite me!
Enjoy.....S and M
signed his submissive owned
447-342-364
Edit note....the first place i went to was Maui and as soon as I arrived and switched on the Music feed Rhianna and S & M was playing again...gotta love how SL hits the mark quite often!
....the mice will play...well that's how the saying goes. Of course that does mean normally its all naughty stuff but what most women might consider to be naughty to my Owner and I is all part of the teasing that goes on and so with my Owner away on business and Winterwolf in skimpy barely covering micro Bikini I am off to have fun with some poor unsuspecting victim and as I was getting ready what should play...yep you guessed it the song of the moment for me another Rhianna masterpiece.....Sticks and Stones may break my bones, but Chains and Whips excite me!
Enjoy.....S and M
signed his submissive owned
447-342-364
Edit note....the first place i went to was Maui and as soon as I arrived and switched on the Music feed Rhianna and S & M was playing again...gotta love how SL hits the mark quite often!
Friday, 17 June 2011
For a good friend...she knows who she is
With respect to my Owner,
I leave this video for a close friend on SL, I know she will understand I need not say any more
signed his submissive owned
447-342-364
Edit Note....some would like the words so here they are
All night staring at the ceiling
counting for minutes I've been feeling this way
So far away and so alone
But you know it's alright
I came to my senses
Let go of my defenses
There's no way I'm giving up this time
Yeah, you know I'm right here
I'm not losing you this time
And I'm all in, nothing left to hide
I'm falling harder than a landslide
I spend a week away from you last night
And now I'm calling, calling out your name
Even if I lose the game, I'm all in
I'm all in tonight, yeah I'm all in, I'm all in for life
There's no taking back what we've got
Too strong, we've had each other's back for too long
There's no breaking up this time
And you know it's okay, I came to my senses
Letting go of my defenses
There's no way I'm giving up this time
And I'm all in, nothing left to hide
I'm falling harder than a landslide
I spend a week away from you last night
And now I'm calling, calling out your name
Even if I lose the game, I'm all in
I'm all in tonight, yeah I'm all in, I'm all in for life
I want it, I want it, I want it, yeah
I want it, I want it, I want it, yeah
I want it, I want it, yeah, I want it
And I'm all in, calling out your name
Even if I lose the game, I'm all in, I'm all in for life
And I'm all in, nothing left to hide
I'm falling harder than a landslide
I spend a week away from you last night
And now I'm calling, calling out your name
Even if I lose the game, I'm all in
I'm all in tonight, yeah I'm all in, I'm all in for life
Yeah I'm all in, I'm all in for life
I leave this video for a close friend on SL, I know she will understand I need not say any more
signed his submissive owned
447-342-364
Edit Note....some would like the words so here they are
All night staring at the ceiling
counting for minutes I've been feeling this way
So far away and so alone
But you know it's alright
I came to my senses
Let go of my defenses
There's no way I'm giving up this time
Yeah, you know I'm right here
I'm not losing you this time
And I'm all in, nothing left to hide
I'm falling harder than a landslide
I spend a week away from you last night
And now I'm calling, calling out your name
Even if I lose the game, I'm all in
I'm all in tonight, yeah I'm all in, I'm all in for life
There's no taking back what we've got
Too strong, we've had each other's back for too long
There's no breaking up this time
And you know it's okay, I came to my senses
Letting go of my defenses
There's no way I'm giving up this time
And I'm all in, nothing left to hide
I'm falling harder than a landslide
I spend a week away from you last night
And now I'm calling, calling out your name
Even if I lose the game, I'm all in
I'm all in tonight, yeah I'm all in, I'm all in for life
I want it, I want it, I want it, yeah
I want it, I want it, I want it, yeah
I want it, I want it, yeah, I want it
And I'm all in, calling out your name
Even if I lose the game, I'm all in, I'm all in for life
And I'm all in, nothing left to hide
I'm falling harder than a landslide
I spend a week away from you last night
And now I'm calling, calling out your name
Even if I lose the game, I'm all in
I'm all in tonight, yeah I'm all in, I'm all in for life
Yeah I'm all in, I'm all in for life
Thursday, 9 June 2011
So this is a RL post
With respect to my Owner,
There are times in your life when certain things just seem to come together...take now for instance...today is the 9th June and in exactly 5 months time on the 9th November my Owner and I will be back in each other's arms 366 days after I left him to come home. Right now we have been realising how much has changed in our relationship in the last 7 months and how we have now focused more on the D/s side of our relationship. I am fast outgrowing my Everyday beaded collar and crave more often now than ever before to have my RA collar locked around my neck a symbol to the world at just how much he means to me and how much I am his.
I am the happiest I have ever been....my Owner is the cause of this....he is the key to my life....he is what I need to be me....he is the centre of my world.
My Owner.....I love you
signed his submissive owned
447-342-364
There are times in your life when certain things just seem to come together...take now for instance...today is the 9th June and in exactly 5 months time on the 9th November my Owner and I will be back in each other's arms 366 days after I left him to come home. Right now we have been realising how much has changed in our relationship in the last 7 months and how we have now focused more on the D/s side of our relationship. I am fast outgrowing my Everyday beaded collar and crave more often now than ever before to have my RA collar locked around my neck a symbol to the world at just how much he means to me and how much I am his.
I am the happiest I have ever been....my Owner is the cause of this....he is the key to my life....he is what I need to be me....he is the centre of my world.
My Owner.....I love you
signed his submissive owned
447-342-364
Tuesday, 7 June 2011
Wedding Venue....
With respect to my Owner,
So last night my Owner and I found our wedding venue....I won't spoil it as it is a surprise but it does indeed scream us for many reasons.....chuckles....and is something very special for a once in a lifetime event.
So watch this space for more news the date is yet to be decided but is top priority now.
My Owner....Thank you
love his submissive owned
447-342-364
So last night my Owner and I found our wedding venue....I won't spoil it as it is a surprise but it does indeed scream us for many reasons.....chuckles....and is something very special for a once in a lifetime event.
So watch this space for more news the date is yet to be decided but is top priority now.
My Owner....Thank you
love his submissive owned
447-342-364
Monday, 6 June 2011
Maui, moonlight sex and my thoughts
With respect to my Owner,
Last night we were at Maui once more the weekend had been full of teasing and enjoying each other's company and finally once more back as Maui as we chatted with others and teased one another the need to be together again as one took over.
The moon was out the stars twinkled and as we made love on the Red cushions under the night sky I couldn't help but wonder how I had got to be so lucky. I was painfully aware that many others didn't have what we have or won't ever have what we have.
That's when it hit me...love, friendship and trust....3 things that we each hold at different levels...some find it hard to trust, some can't bare the thought of being in love or are to scared to admit it and friendship is something that is earnt between people and grows over time and can mean different things to different people because after all we are individuals.
These 3 elements hold the key to every relationship we ever have in life and are the backbone of all that we do. For me there is a forth element....submission...this ties together and compliments all of the other 3 parts and of course there are many other things to consider like truth, honesty and desire to name but a few but for me there are only 4 things that I need to make me truly happy and in my Owner I have all of them and a hell of a lot more.
signed his submissive owned
447-342-364
Last night we were at Maui once more the weekend had been full of teasing and enjoying each other's company and finally once more back as Maui as we chatted with others and teased one another the need to be together again as one took over.
The moon was out the stars twinkled and as we made love on the Red cushions under the night sky I couldn't help but wonder how I had got to be so lucky. I was painfully aware that many others didn't have what we have or won't ever have what we have.
That's when it hit me...love, friendship and trust....3 things that we each hold at different levels...some find it hard to trust, some can't bare the thought of being in love or are to scared to admit it and friendship is something that is earnt between people and grows over time and can mean different things to different people because after all we are individuals.
These 3 elements hold the key to every relationship we ever have in life and are the backbone of all that we do. For me there is a forth element....submission...this ties together and compliments all of the other 3 parts and of course there are many other things to consider like truth, honesty and desire to name but a few but for me there are only 4 things that I need to make me truly happy and in my Owner I have all of them and a hell of a lot more.
signed his submissive owned
447-342-364
Sunday, 5 June 2011
SL Wedding Venue's
With respect to my Owner,
OK let me say this only once....We have been looking and over the next we well continue to look. I am amazed at how pretty some places can be and disappointed with other's. I mean so place's are indeed so beautiful, they just take your breath away....but what do you want when you marry the man you love, trust, respect and need beyond all else in the world? What setting best screams this is us, this is who we are!
Hard to decide on that....hard to put a style on it...I have this need for it to be cosy...something snug just for us and our guest's my wedding outfit is already sorted out and I know that whatever we choose the setting has to have water somewhere....there was two venue's that we visited yesterday that I loved one had a floor in it that neither of us could get over but the setting was perfect the other venue was ideal in many ways and we will consider it more as we look at other's
So watch this space there will soon be more news to share!
signed his submissive owned
OK let me say this only once....We have been looking and over the next we well continue to look. I am amazed at how pretty some places can be and disappointed with other's. I mean so place's are indeed so beautiful, they just take your breath away....but what do you want when you marry the man you love, trust, respect and need beyond all else in the world? What setting best screams this is us, this is who we are!
Hard to decide on that....hard to put a style on it...I have this need for it to be cosy...something snug just for us and our guest's my wedding outfit is already sorted out and I know that whatever we choose the setting has to have water somewhere....there was two venue's that we visited yesterday that I loved one had a floor in it that neither of us could get over but the setting was perfect the other venue was ideal in many ways and we will consider it more as we look at other's
So watch this space there will soon be more news to share!
signed his submissive owned
Saturday, 4 June 2011
How time flies.....
With respect to my Owner,
When I returned home from visiting my Owner last year 365 days or 12 months seemed such a long time to wait to be in his arms, to be at his side once more. Now we are just over 5 months away from that day.....5 months where did the time go?
In that time we have both grown as people not just individually but together as a couple too. Our D/s relationship has become something that we both can't live without, the power shift in our relationship between the 'Vanilla' aspect and D/s has gone in the favour of D/s and we couldn't be happier.
So with November not far away my mind turns to beyond that....it turns to the ultimate goal...us being together always....shockingly that hopefully if all goes according to plan should be less than a year away. If the last 7 months can fly so quickly the next 9 months or so will go in the blink of an eye!
signed his submissive owned
When I returned home from visiting my Owner last year 365 days or 12 months seemed such a long time to wait to be in his arms, to be at his side once more. Now we are just over 5 months away from that day.....5 months where did the time go?
In that time we have both grown as people not just individually but together as a couple too. Our D/s relationship has become something that we both can't live without, the power shift in our relationship between the 'Vanilla' aspect and D/s has gone in the favour of D/s and we couldn't be happier.
So with November not far away my mind turns to beyond that....it turns to the ultimate goal...us being together always....shockingly that hopefully if all goes according to plan should be less than a year away. If the last 7 months can fly so quickly the next 9 months or so will go in the blink of an eye!
signed his submissive owned
Friday, 3 June 2011
Happy Events
With respect to my Owner,
So for those of you who know Cara I am sure you will all know by now her good news, if not you can read it here Announcements and Introductions all I will say is this....Cara you have found a wonderful Master and Owner in Master Hext you both compliment each other and I was so happy to be there for you and break the news you thought you would never have experienced prior to him
Other happy events....Winterwolf Owned Photography Studio has changed it's name to Owned Photography by Winterwolf and has a more sophisticated feel to it as per the new logo
And finally...Wedding news....My Owner and I are working on a date and location for the wedding of the century....watch this space
signed his submissive owned
So for those of you who know Cara I am sure you will all know by now her good news, if not you can read it here Announcements and Introductions all I will say is this....Cara you have found a wonderful Master and Owner in Master Hext you both compliment each other and I was so happy to be there for you and break the news you thought you would never have experienced prior to him
Other happy events....Winterwolf Owned Photography Studio has changed it's name to Owned Photography by Winterwolf and has a more sophisticated feel to it as per the new logo
And finally...Wedding news....My Owner and I are working on a date and location for the wedding of the century....watch this space
signed his submissive owned
Thursday, 2 June 2011
Getting back to normal
With respect to my Owner,
It has been over half a month since I posted...there have been a few reason's for this and finally after events that took place a few days ago a part of my life has changed and I am able to breathe once more. I had things on my mind I was frustrated and I was unhappy.
My Owner dealt with that, he stamped his authority on the subject in hand and with my best interests at heart and by communicating with me to make sure that his solution is what I wanted and needed he took control of the situation and released the heavy weight from around my shoulders.
My Owner....quite simply....Thank you
I still have one issue on my mind right now which weighs on my heart and makes my head pound....I can only struggle to explain it as it causes me a great deal of pain...my Owner is indeed looking into this and is thinking over his next course of action....I trust him completely and know he will make the right decision for me, for both of us.
Beyond that there have been many things that have happened over the last couple of weeks and I think I have some updating to do but right now while my head is cloudy and my heart arching it is hard for me to put my words in order.
I will update...just give me time
signed his submissive owned
447-342-364
It has been over half a month since I posted...there have been a few reason's for this and finally after events that took place a few days ago a part of my life has changed and I am able to breathe once more. I had things on my mind I was frustrated and I was unhappy.
My Owner dealt with that, he stamped his authority on the subject in hand and with my best interests at heart and by communicating with me to make sure that his solution is what I wanted and needed he took control of the situation and released the heavy weight from around my shoulders.
My Owner....quite simply....Thank you
I still have one issue on my mind right now which weighs on my heart and makes my head pound....I can only struggle to explain it as it causes me a great deal of pain...my Owner is indeed looking into this and is thinking over his next course of action....I trust him completely and know he will make the right decision for me, for both of us.
Beyond that there have been many things that have happened over the last couple of weeks and I think I have some updating to do but right now while my head is cloudy and my heart arching it is hard for me to put my words in order.
I will update...just give me time
signed his submissive owned
447-342-364
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